Although weather is pleasant, day is bright , but I am too depressed , sad , and gloomy due to a sudden DEATH of my VERY LOVING ,close relative, a best friend and ever loving person Colonel Nadeem .He left us suddenly..He was a great, brave and extremely sincere person –He never refused or disappointed anyone if asked for help .He stood as barrier if required to help and protect the helpless! I am depressed more as his death not only shocked me, but also disclosed the hidden mysteries, with a bitter truth and a lesson for those to inform concept of life.

Let me introduce this great person. He belonged to middle class family. He was very sharp in studies .Upon completion , joined armed forces. His greatest wish was to build his own house, to educate his four children (two sons and two daughters) and a nice car .He always spoke and discussed in family about his genuine but innocent wishes. All family ever admired about dedication towards family .He always advised every family member whenever asked for .This dedication and sincerity rewarded him in shape of a large circle of sincere friends.

Allah help those who help his creature .He got retirement in young age .Now it was the time when Allah Kareem start answering his prayers and wishes. After retirement he started construction of house in a posh area. He took too much extra pain in selection of “stones & material .Successfully build a beautiful house and decorated with the latest amenities .It was first quarter of 2009.

As I told before his second wish was to educate his children. So he managed a huge amount curtailing his expanses and admitted her eldest daughter in B.D.S .He also managed his son admission in a professional college in UK ( his son joined college just 6 months before ,whereas daughter is in final year of B.D.S, second son is doing “O Level and youngest daughter in class 8.

His third wish was a nice car, which he bought last year, but used it occasionally .According to him “now I have no urge even to drive it’. Till today this car covered a very small mileage. It is brand new till today. Means Allah Kareem answered his all wishes in positive.(house , children education and car).Presently he was working with a semi-government organization as director.
It was 13th of Feb. 2010; some guests were in his house for dinner. They all chatted and enjoyed till 12.30 am .Calendar changed its date as 14th Feb.
According to his family, he watched TV sometime after departure of guests , and went to bed, Around 2.30 am . He felt some irritation in stomach and fainted. His family immediately informed relatives who rushed at spot and shifted him to a private hospital .Doctors could diagnose the cause of “faintness” or not —but he was declared DEAD right at 4.45 A.M (14th Feb. 2010).
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Leaving his very loving small family behind, in a state of helplessness, all alone in this selfish world. He was taking care of his family very similar to a gardener who takes care of every flower and every plant. ! Who saves plants from sun and heat .Every sensible can well-judge the position of deceased family.
I have seen and attended many funerals, but never ever seen any funeral where every one busted into tears looking at funeral. I have seen with naked eyes that at “NUMAZ-E-JUNAZA people were running from four sides of ground to participate. The impression was like a procession, a big mob .Anyway —BURRIED UNDER HUES , CRIES AMOUNTING TO SHRIEKS which may cause heart failure of weak.

There is nothing special in it. It always happens every where in such incidents. The specialty is THE DREAMS OF A FATHER!! Did he ever know he will not live in this house for a reasonable time? Did he know he will never see her daughter as doctor? Did he know that he will not see his son UK degree ? I shiver off when I imagine that he is lying in grave straight around six feet deep from ground level !Four sides only clay – Grave covered with slabs – Pitch darkness inside ! ! Wrapped and wearing a small piece of cloth! Is this the end of this struggle full life for which are running and ignoring all moral or grounds?

We daily attend funeral , we daily burry our nears and dears , we burry dead bodies in front of our eyes —BUT — as soon come out of grave yard , forget all ! ! Thinking that this was only the destiny of deceased, and we will never die — This process is going on since centuries! ZAMIN KHA GYE ASMAN KAISY KAISY )

This sizzling reality of life ALWAYS shudder me .I always become depressed and gloomy. I always think , for whom we are increasing bank balances to infinite ( certain category)?Why we are running day and night to get money ? Those known as “corrupt” do not know this fact ? For whom our elite class, especially political leaders construct “Taj Mahals” to live? Are they sure that they will be able to stay? Whether they are unaware of “death concept”? The main tension arises when well-known religious leaders , always teaching and preaching Quran and Islam are found in financial scandals ! ! Why they are hypocrites ? For whom capitalists are making “Non-Stop” group of industries / mills /complexes / hotels one after one ? Why we are crazy for making money amounting to millions / billions of dollars in foreign banks? Why they not look at those who All these assets will go in grave with them? Why they hesitate to spend for welfare of public?

(please forgive me if you find some grammerl mistakes ,spelling mistakes or broken sentences –.Because I am not In senses)

IT IS EARNESTLY REQUESTED TO PRAY FOR MY VERY LOVING BROTHER , EXPIRED IN A YOUNG AGE LEAVING US ALONE .YA ALLAH-BLESS HIS SOUL TO REST IN PEACE .A M E E N -SOUM A AMEEN