Since long I am not reading any news paper ! !I found it a “pharmaceutical company  “producing  AND BOOSTING depression”.  Presently TV is only the available source to be refreshed  or  abreast ! ! I will say it an unfortunate that this available source is also turning into very same as daily news papers , specially their “Talk Shows”. I do not mean to say that they are wrong or providing wrong information , but all that which is being printed or telecasted , increases “EHSAAS E MEHROOMI”, say depression.Helpless Public sizzles hearing corruption , embazzlement , bribery in millions ! And show ends ( zero result) with smiling faces of participants.

I  do repent why I wasted so much time in education. I repent why I put my parents in great financial problems in paying fees along with many other expanses? Why I passed a very gentle, straight life? Why I not attempted to become a student leader? Why I never went to jail in agitations or protests? Why I not joined some political party? Why I not became “Chumcha” of some leader? Why I not indulged in some act leading to arrest as fame? Why I not jailed for some years which stands “surety” to get some prominent position in Government with “Bullet Proof Car” along with many other facilities which even “PRINCES” do not enjoy? Our system assures the best future for those who remain in jail for a reasonable period ( under any reason but must be WITH “SOME TASTE OF POLITICS” As a certification / justification to claim that facing jail was a sacrifice for PUBLIC OR TO SAVE DEMOCRACY ! !

Most of the time These facts make me sad and gloomy. I fell I am the biggest looser WITH HEIGHTS OF STUPIDITIES , passing aimless life like “kohloo ka bail”. I completed studies in 1971, right from that day all political leaders (Prime Ministers / Chief Ministers) always assured us “That none will be unemployed, all recruitments will be upon merits, Every individual will get justice at their door steps, Criminals will be dealt severely, There will be no crime etc. And that assurance are continued till today in 2010 too. Many faces changed, many government changes, what not changed is the faces, and fate of public. Before there were 22 families and now?? Allah knows .What I know is , before death I have to manage money , may be by loan , before going to grave to pay “GRAVE TAX”! !Only the fate changed of politicians , party workers , members , student leaders , Industrialists , bureaucrats , their relatives or those who are near and dears ,Jagirdars , Mill owners , Sardars , Khans , vudeeras , and Nawabs (Generally known as elite class and already an integral part of Government )

Sometimes I feel to lodge a complaint to Allah why he created me in shape of a human? The reason behind is: – when see “some big guns” dogs traveling with guards on expansive jeeps! ! When hear the diet expanses of some Horse owned by very special people! How simple I am as my mind abruptly shifts to news which tells that a father strangulated his innocent 3 children and wife to death due to starvation? When hear that a six month married couple jumped in front of a train in checha vattni ! ! When hear that an 18 years young child committed suicide under acute depression for not getting job !! when hear innocent children / families recovered by police from some bricks bhutta ! !(Thousands examples can be quoted)

People will say it crime rate , they will also make an enhanced graph of crime rate , people say it street crime , BUT I WILL SAY IT “DEPRESSED PEOPLE WITH AGGRESSIVE ATTITUDE ! !

Just think , someone’s family member is sick seriously or family is starved ., baby child crying for milk , he have no money , no food , wife waiting for husband to come back with some money to buy flour — Father is jobless or could not get any work due to load shedding or strike or agitations – What he will do ? Yes, surely he will do some crime , he will rob or do some other wrong, a 2 column news will explain that Police killed a dacoit!! Collect all data –Result will be in front of you (exorbitant increase in crime within a short span of time?? No need to investigate, No need to appoint any commission, committee, or enquiry committee.

NOW OPEN NEWS PAPER / TV TO ENJOY YOUR DAY ! !

“Public prayers answered by Allah , Pakistani cricket team reached in semi final ,( Allah only answered this prayers rejecting all other relating to terrible hikes in prices among other important requests )

Details about A sub Inspector of Police Mr.Asharf from CIA, Erotic night with a call girl Komal (pictures shown IN NEWS PAPER) !!

Hellery Clinton threats to Sovereign Pakistan upon concealing Osama and Mulla Omer availability /whereabouts, including Time Square incident —- and complete silence of our Government. She allegated Pakistan inspite of blessed “HEAD BANG” with our Handsome Minister.

Faisal Shahzad is a home grown terrorist ( New York Police )

Government is making Pakistan a colony of USA ( Siraj-Ul-Haq)

Government decides not to accept Supreme Court NRO decision! !

The villagers killed 8 dacoits in presence of police ! !

Nawaz Sharif is paying tax @ 5000 Rs . His name should be enlisted in Benazir Support Program as a deserving case (suleman Taseer)

MQM AND PPP tussle upon appointment of Mr.Siraj Durrani !!

Child kidnapping is becoming a routine matter! ! ( as it is minor thing)

2005 earthquake victim Girls put in prostitution (A victim girls escaped and INFORMED police )!!

Increase in Drone attacks! ! Killed many! 1

Railway deficit at alarming position, many routes suspended!!

Express TV in its “Point Blank” of 11 May programmed discloses a huge commission scandal (40 Million) in purchase of 150 Train /Rail apartments (boogies)!!

Great embezzlement in RESCUE 1122 vehicle purchase!!

Steel Mills is Under a debt of 70 billions! !

300 Billions Rupees “MISUSE” – (Auditor General Pakistan)

New cotton policy results and lead to a complete collapse /Close Down of cotton industry. No export shall be possible.

“DAALS” price hike is record in history of Pakistan (Now we will get grass by scale of dozens).

Indian Media is increasing pressure on Pakistan (Sherry Rehman)

Prime Minister of Pakistan addressed crowd and supported a Terminated / expelled person namely Jamshed Dasti ,whose degree proved fake in Supreme court, and presently re-contesting , ndidate from Muzafar Garh ! !

Police injured ( broke teeth) the opposing contestant Anwaar kareem , who dared to challenge Jamshed Dasti in election !

Government takes “U TURN” at declared and announced Hyderabad Issue as MQM threatened to resign ! !

150,000 Laborers will loose job incase VALUE AIDED TAX IMPOSED/IMPLEMENTED ! !

Government miserably failed to implement 8 Pm shop closing schedule in Hyderabad , Karachi , Islamabad and Peshawar ! ! ( Because orders are always for poor and non influential helpless people).

Raza Rubbani a senior politicians speech ( non describable).

It is enough – I do not feel courage to write more .When Government is sanctioning 31 crore rupees to purchase new vehicles for their learned Ministers , When Billion of rupees are being spent upon “Illully TULLILY –“ and zero output projects , what I can do ? What helpless Public can do ? This Public , running to earn money to buy flour , Daal, vegetable , oil to live ,who will treat us as human being ? where Politicians runs to Europe in case of headache –Means no medical facility in Pakistan ..Who will cognize us as Human being ! !
Enough is enough , so I stopped reading news Paper , stopped watchinh TV and now searching the ways “HOW TO MAKE MONEY ?HOW TO CHEAT PEOPLE ? HOW TO BECOME ATLEST MILLIONER ?

CONCLUSION IS : Try to become a Politicians ( Degree no problem , get a fake , none will ask ) or join some “QUBZA GROUP” OR INAUGRATE A FAKE MEDICINE FACTORY — OR START “PEERY FAKEERY , TAVEZ GUNDA” –PLEASE ADVICE MORE IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEA – ALLAH BLESS YOU ALL.FRGET ME NOT IN YOUR EARNEST PRAYERS.PAKISTAN KA MUTLUB KIYA –LA ILLA HA ILLULLAH.

NADAN DIL FRAIB E MOHABAT NA KHA KUBHY

DUNYA ME KIS NE KE HY KISI SE WAFA KUBHY

BAITHA HON ES UMEED PE EK RAH GUZAR PER

LAY AYE TUJHY ES TURAF SHAIED KHUDA KUBHY.